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Saturday, July 29, 2006
hello.
typed out 3 paragraphs of what happened yesterday and i accidentally deleted it. no chance of getting it back so i shall just ignore it and continue.
first of all a quick shout to everyone:
festival of praise 2006. singapore indoor stadium.
4 august- 7pm 5&6 august- 730pm
speaker: ed silvoso.
worship: don moen. ccc [city christian church] band.
please go if you can make it, because from past experiences, the worship atmosphere is great. and do invite friends who have yet to believe in the Lord and Saviour Jesus Christ. i'll most probably be going on friday and saturday with youth.
planet shakers concert 2006 ultraviolet. the max pavillion, singapore expo.
11&12 august 730-1030.
tickets: 4 bucks.
worship: needless to say, planet shakers.
once again, go if you can! because there's absolutely no reason you shouldnt. experience God and feel His prescence. i wont be able to make it because im going to taiwan, rawr, sorry youth. but if you want to go and dont know where to get tickets, you can sms me at 81487023 [if you dont already know] and i'll get it for you. yupp.
you wont regret your decision.
papa
there was one time we went for recess/ lunch early and i was talking to jan about my dad and vice versa. and i realised how much my daddy loves me. im not a rich kid, though i am definitely from an above above average family, when i have so much more than i need. he's been with his company since it first started and i remember i once asked him when i was young "papa since you're the director why do you work so hard?" and he replied "see because im the director, that's why i have a greater responsibility." or something along that line. doing things that's not required, that's my daddy. i can name 3 things [and even more] right away to show how much he loves me.
1. holidays. my sister wants me to go to japan with her after my eoys, and when she told daddy he just said "okay, but make sure peiling doesnt have anything during that time." and later on he suggested "or do you want to visit switzerland [because ive always wanted to go there]?" i told him no straightaway, because he has simply been spending too much money on us. he brings us out to those really nice places to eat and lets us go on holidays [without him] while he stays in singapore and slogs his guts out and buys lunches that cost 2 bucks. that's the reason why although ive been wanting to go out and buy stuff, ive not done so.
2. geog pt. screwed up the format on microsoftword and he waited until 1045 for me, and it took me ages to get him to come back first because he hadnt had dinner. he had barely enough sleep [and i was using the comp in the room, so he couldnt sleep well] because he slept rather late and woke up like around 5 to bring me to his office to print the hilda taba [the horridness of having to print a3 stuff] and once he wakes up it's hard for him to get back to sleep.
3. he knows there's a problem with my spiritual life so after sending me to school and reaching his office, he makes it a point to send me a verse from the Bible to encourage me.
daddy's actually a rather quiet person. a man of few words. but actions speak louder than words. and i cant believe that despite his simple actions which scream "i love you" ive been taking this for granted all the while and am such a horrid daughter. sometimes i really think i rock so much.
but daddy, if you ever see this [though i doubt you will because you respect my privacy], im sorry for all the times ive yelled at you "what's your problem?" "it's got nothing to with you" "leave me alone" and for those sarcastic and snide remarks and what not. thankyou for working so hard to support us and giving me more than i need and just being my papa. i think the last time i told you this was when i was very young, somehow when i get older, it gets harder to say some things. but i just want you to know that i love you papa, i do. hopefully i'll be able to tell you this someday.
some things just dont come out right.
simplicity.
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simple facts
peiling
30 march
christian
tnsrgs
